Donnerstag, 21. Mai 2009

Falter & Selbstgeißelung

Mir sitzt ein Falter auf dem Finger ._.

Zuviel Input.
Kopf dröhnt. Platzt sicher in den nächsten Tagen.
Brauche endlich irgendwie eine Möglichkeit,
all dem zu entkommen.
Aus diesem Nachleben zu entrinnen.
Ich kann das nicht mehr.
Es geht alles hin und her.
It's just like I knew this before.
Can't stand the pain anymore.
I don't want to, to be honest.

I don't belong here,
we gotta move on dear
escape from this afterlife

so viel, was ich mit diesen zeilen verbinde...
zu viel.
zu viel für mich geworden.
everything is just.. breaking,
in front of my eyes
i just can't do anything

I reach towards the sky I've said my goodbyes
My heart's always with you now

A7x is my eternal punishment
it's like it was always meant to be this way
to fell in love with that band
later to fell in love with a girl
that makes me love their songs even more
that sings them all the time
now everytime i listen to their songs
i listen to her voice, too
at least.. in my head...

And as you close your eyes tonight
and pray for a better life
you’ll see it flying helplessly away

richtig...
wenn ich heute nacht meine augen schließe,
und für ein besseres leben bete,
sehe ich es hilflos davon fliegen...

as you said before..
this song.. is kinda scary...
it makes me sad..
every song makes me sad now
it hurts...

and more problematic to me...
everytime i think life's getting better
i see a picture somewhere
or the melody of that special song
is flowing through my mind
and my heart stops beating
and i wish you were close to me
....

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Now an angry soul comes back from beyond the grave...

that picture,
carved forever
into my
memory



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Now playing: Avenged Sevenfold - Afterlife

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